Thursday, July 24, 2008

For the record: I could love an apeman. So why can't you see me?



There's more to me than the reflection in a fucking mirror. So fucking love me already.

alcohol, pills and cigarettes

- Wow, that's so lovely..

Biting lemons like soft tender skin. Feast away my fastidious friend. Horny little bugger. You may have me now. I don't wanna lose myself. Whisper icey words agaisnt my hot skin. Close your eyes chocolate princess. It'll be over soon. Beads of sweat and tears. Hush now. I'm only as good as you're worth. You taste like rain. I want you to want me. Tell me what to do. Ssh. Keep your voice down. Claws and fists. Don't you dare stop. Breathe. I love this song. I never meant to make you cry. Satin sorrow. When i'm not.. you are.

Thursday, July 17, 2008

All of these lines across my face
Tell you the story of who I am
So many stories of where I've been
And how I got to where I am
But these stories don't mean anything
When you've got no one to tell them to

It's true...I was made for you
I climbed across the mountain tops
Swam all across the ocean blue
I crossed all the lines and I broke all the rules
But baby I broke them all for you
Because even when I was flat broke
You made me feel like a million bucks
You do
I was made for you
You see the smile that's on my mouth
It's hiding the words that don't come out
And all of my friends who think that I'm blessed
They don't know my head is a mess
No, they don't know who I really am
And they don't know what
I've been through like you do

And I was made for you...
All of these lines across my face
Tell you the story of who I am
So many stories of where I've been
And how I got to where I am
But these stories don't mean anything
When you've got no one to tell them to
It's true...I was made for you

-The Story, Brandi Carlile