Bye bye baby.

Once upon what seems like along time ago but was in fact only 8 months there was a young girl who was coming close to knowing who she was and furthermore was feeling rather giddy. I would say happy but this girl doesn't beleive in that word. Better yet, she's afraid of how powerful it is and simply doesn't trust it. Well, 8 months later that same girl is feeling pretty damn miserable and now that is a word she understands, always has. Anyway, this girl has been trying - for months - to get back to that time where, even though she wouldn't ever admit to it, she was genuinly happy, and its becoming increasingly clear that the way she is going about it isn't helping. Crystal clear. So she decided to do something different. Truth be told, she only realised she had done it after the fact. One remarkable thing about this magical period in her life was her hair. Yes, her hair. She had a funny quirky haircut. And today, in the spirit of a new year beginning and hope for new changes arriving she decided to go get her hair cut for the first time since her birthday, almost a year ago. It looks just the same as it did then. So even if its strength is merely symbolic.. its "good for a change". One can only hope. Happy New Year.