dirty secrets

Sometimes, when you're the "complicated/troubled" type, you just need things to be simple. Not stupid - don't need to think- simple, just enough so that every event of your life doesn't immediately become a three-fold dramatic tragedy. There is no middle-term with me, it's pretty much all or nothing and swapping from the former to the latter is unbelievably similar to the amount of time it takes a humming bird to flap it's wings. I'm either all-in or all-out. Just say the magic word.