it seems i will just have to learn how to handle my new life.. it seems easy, i'm a "natural" - either that or i'm incredibly good at making you believe what i wish you to.. i'm scared (shitless), of the world, of every awakening day and night, of what you see when it's dark that you don't when it's light, of choices and decisions, growing-up and growing-down, but mostly.. of myself.

I just hope i can take full advantage, i've waited long enough.