what you feel only matters to you.

«Oh doubt in the girl by your side
She’s feeding your pride
As you go for a ride down the star mile

Worlds arise as she lets you come in
A duo begins
To the Hollywood din of lonely

And all the gold dust in her eyes won’t reform into rain
You had and lost the one thing
You kept in a safe place
Remember the face
Of the girl who made you her own
And how you left her alone

All’s well at the base of the hill
You might need to fill
a prescription to kill off the silence.

Look down from your tower on high and take in the night
Look her right in the eye
She’ll listen

Life comes to those that are true
The regular news
Over playing the blues with the light on

And if you burn the road that’ll lead you back to her in time
I'll watch you turn to stone
Can’t find the sublime

She’s moving on without you
The tide breaks
You watch the stars fade
They gather you back to their home
I guess it’s better than being alone»

- Star mile, Joshua radin

Everyone makes mistakes. If you keep telling yourself that maybe it'll make things better. It won't. It's your mistakes you can't forgive. It's your loss. It's your fault. You weren't good enough. If you'd somehow done it differently. But no. You didn't. And you can't go back. And now it's just you alone and the music. Using other peoples' words to mirror your sorrow. Everyone has secrets. Not you. You have no mystery left. Only faithless projections of a utopic future. And the music. No sleep will rid you of how tired you feel. You're gone. When the memories go so do you. You lie and you deceive and it works on everyone but you. You don't know what to say anymore. You have no words left. The music too is fading.